I just had some interesting insights. They actually manifested out of the anxiety/fear I was experiencing in regards to the anticipation of the second lifeworks session I was to have with Justice. I know we talked a bit about this on the phone the other day, but I still just didn’t feel right – like, there was something missing that I wasn’t connecting with. As I grow in my understanding of this reality as a healer, I’m beginning to understand more and more, that I need to leave my mind out of it as much as possible and just step out of the way, allowing the pure love to flow through. So basically, I came to a few of my own conclusions that will help for future lifeworks sessions:
1) This is fun. I think this is something that you really have to connect with before going into a session. This isn’t a painful, grueling, stressful type of process – it’s a fun, exciting, and adventurous process of evolving and understanding! When I began to let go of how I wanted the session to go, and just focus on the fact that I was here to have fun and enjoy myself, then the stress and anxiety began to seriously diminish.
2) Symptoms / Issues / Limitations / Stressors are all useful! One thing I’ve come to the realization of, is that when I am uncomfortable in some way, its usually because a part of me is ready to grow and evolve in some way. That uncomfortable feeling becomes more and more intense in order to bring me to an awareness of where it is that I am at – so that I can understand what direction I truly want to go. Just like I was feeling now with the anxiety and stress – those feelings were actually indicating that I actually wanted to experience the opposite of that, so once I dived in and asked the question “why?”, then the useful information appeared. We should remember this when we are doing lifeworks sessions because it not only gives us something to talk about, but it also is (as Dr. Darren Weissman calls it) “the gift in strange wrapping paper” that leads to a further awareness and understanding.
3) All we need is to show up with the intention with love, that is enough. All good things truly follow love. I find it highly valuable to connect to that concept before each session because it gives me this sense of comfort that no matter what happens, I am doing the right thing and am on the right track. The more we can truly demonstrate this truth in our sessions, the greater experiences we will have!
The funny thing is, Justice texted me about a half hour before the session started and said he was running behind so we had to reschedule the session, but I'm glad I had to go through these stressful feelings because they brought out some great insights!
Love & Light to you All!
- Peter William